Could it be a universal truth that the human race has a desire to be remembered? We have been in search for ways to leave an impression. Whether shallow and temporary or deep and lasting, we feed on the satisfaction of being thought of after we are no longer in sight. Though it can be draining after a while, I suspect that a mom gets a small beam of satisfaction when she hears her toddler cry when she leaves him in the nursery or at school. My junior high girls thrive on drama--though they complain that gossip goes on, they talk about being talked about and as it continues its almost as if they like the attention it gives them. As a teacher, I am ecstatic if I see one of my kids getting interested in a book they are reading, or talking about the haiku they just wrote outside of class. I tell myself that I'm doing something right--that they are learning and applying their knowledge. Its the greatest feeling in the world when the work that I put in is actually paying off, even if it's just a little bit.
While I was wondering around and marvelling at the breathtaking ruins of Machupicchu, I couldn't help but wonder how it would feel like to be the Incan architect of the ancient ruin--and to hypothetically observe all of the people still drooling over my creation. I mean what if that architect knew that his work was still being visited daily by thousands of people all over the world, after thousands of years. I wonder if he would have done something differently--or if he'd have shown off even more with his skills and plans--or be thinking--what's the big deal? Its just a little town. I wonder if he failed in his architectural design schooling. I'm sure he was an average Jose, right? A normal Incan guy that had an idea one day--and had the guts to see it through. I wonder if he even wanted to be known by thousands for thousands of years.
I have been reading In a Pit with a Lion on a Snowy Day. The story is based off of the unpopular Biblical narrative of Benaiah, one of David's soldiers. This guy decided to chase a lion into a pit and kill it--which earned him a prestigious position in David's army. One that left an impression on others. Could you imagine the soldiers that he was in charge of talking about him as he was getting ready to train them to fight Babylon? Or even the ways that the story might have been skewed and adjusted? --"I heard he fought a lion with his bare hands and left nothing but the bones." --"Well, I hear that he ate the whole lion and has the skin hanging up above his bed." --"Really? I heard he just told the story to get a job and he really ran away." I'm sure there were more. Regardless of the truth, Benaiah left a legacy--he managed to be someone that caused people to say "wow!" He affected conversations just by doing what he was doing---and pursuing what God called him to pursue.
How inspiring is that? I want to have that "wow" factor. I want to be one of those people that makes and impression. The ones that even after they are gone are ranted and raved about. I want to be someone that people want to be. Its not that I want to be famous; I'd find that kind of exposure a little too stressful. In my miniscule span of influence--I want to be known as one who radiates the "wow" factor that only God can truly have.
But at the end of the day, I'm sure that both Benaiah and that Incan architect were just living their lives. It could have been just a normal day where they followed through on a vision that they were given, and that made all the difference. When I piggy-backed on the tours that were given of Machupicchu I heard a whole lot of speculation: this house might have been placed here for worship of the gods, or during the winter solstice this rock lines up with the sun, so they probably did this on purpose, etc. etc. But I suspect that if we could speak to the architect today, he would say that he dropped that rock their and it was too heavy to pick up, so... Or I'm sure that if we spoke to Benaiah and asked him why it was that he chased that lion, expecting him to go into a long theological discussion, he would say.. I just felt like chasing a lion.
So at the end of the day: I'm sure that even me: a simple Junior High teacher in Bolivia can develop that romantic "wow" factor just by living the day to day. I cannot truly know the impact I make on my immediate span of influence in the moment. So rather than trying really hard to influence those I see o a daily basis, I'm choosing to live for the One I want to impress: God. If nothing else, I can influence others to do the same.
NOW for pictures of Machupicchu:
Thanks for reading!
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Rachel
{prayer requests}
- CAMP is this week!
- Please pray for both Ryan Parsons and Mike Banks as they lead the junior highers and high schoolers in an unforgettable week at camp.
- Pray for the HS leaders at Jr High Camp: Tayo, Emily, Abby, Ramona, Caleb, Cesar,
- Pray for the Worship Team: Ally Lee and Myself (adult leaders) and the HS and JH leaders: Ramona, Emily, Grace, Cesar, and Tayo
- Pray for those left behind to sub for the teachers going to camp, as well as the general population of SCCLC to continue to grow in our absence
- Seussical the Musical:
- I have been asked to be in charge of the soloist and ensemble in the musical at the SCCLC this Spring. I'm fighting a whole bunch of feelings of inadequacy, and I could use prayer for God to show up in me and through me as I lead the kids in the musical.
- Pray for Emily Barlow as she is directing the whole show and is going to need a lot of guidance from God through the entire quarter.
- MSCrew
- Pray for the kids in MSCrew: Grace, Shekinah, Benji, Luke, Lucas, and Heyli. I'm really impressed and excited that they are committing to be leaders at the SCCLC.
- Pray for myself as I lead them through this semester and learn how to disciple others. Pray that I will be discipling them well.
- Discipleship
- PRAISE God that I have started to be mentored by co-missionary and dear friend, Johanna Bennets. This is a HUGE answer to prayer, and I am anxious to see how God uses myself in her life, and how we build eachother up in the Lord.
- Pray for her as she listens, and guides me in my struggles, but also for me that I am honoring God through our conversations--and that I am able to be transparent: something that is a struggle and challenge for me.